May 2010
maybe this is what they mean by love… caring.
“I don’t want to come back down from this cloud.”
13 days till B comes home 13 days till B comes home 13 days till B comes home 13 days till B comes home 13 days till B comes home 13 days till B comes home 13 days till B comes home 13 days till B comes home 13 days till B comes home 13 days till B comes home 13 days till B comes home 13 days till B comes home 13 days till B comes home 13 days till B comes home 13 days till B comes home 13...
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When the day turns to night and I’m home alone, I think of you. I think of you and the way you look at me as though you can see my soul, my tained, broken soul, you see it like its the setting sun on a winters night. So alone we are, so it seems in this world, but you and i, you make me feel otherwise, as if this world, it lives and it breathes and it spins and it lives, for us to know each...
I’m not like them, but I can pretend.
— Kurt Cobain
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I hate how coffee turns into an addiction and how it keeps you up all night. How it burns and makes your heart beat fast. Especially how it makes you crave for its rich and sweet promises of grains, milk and sugar. Moments later, it puts you into melancholic mood of coldness and before you realize, it has consumed you even before you have consumed it. Empty. Hollow. Bitter. Then again, you crave...
“You’re the only boy who makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same...”
Only a few weeks to go till you’re back; in my timezone, in my arms and in my life. And even in a world so corrupt, everything will be perfect. I’ve never missed anyone more. 120608<3
“I don’t care if anyone reads this, I just like to write.”
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Define beauty for me? because the last time I checked, Beauty is everything it used to be. It is bones. It is bullshit. It is fake. Tell me where the beauty is in a girl starving to be skinny? Forcing her frail fingers down her throat to throw up the ‘ugly’ inside her. Tears swelling automatically from the bodies rejection of knowing that the act shouldn’t be done. Tell me...
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You keep saying I’m a little cold, a little tainted, a little too harsh so I’m sitting here, teeth clenched hands trembling, and I’m swallowing hard for you. I’m keeping myself from imagining the thing that I really want to happen from happening to you because my dreams, the ones I dream in reality always tend to come true, and you know this one, the one I hold for you I’ll tie it to...
If the fish swam out of the ocean and grew legs and they started walking and the apes climbed down from the trees and grew tall and they started talking and the stars fell out of the sky and my tears rolled into the ocean, now i’m looking for a reason why you even set my world into motion, Because if you’re not really here, then the stars don’t even matter, now i’m filled to the top with fear, but...
i don’t understand you
I always find my self writing about you.
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“You can never really know someone completely. That’s why it’s the most terrifying thing in the world, really — taking someone on faith, hoping they’ll take you on faith too. It’s such a precarious balance, It’s a wonder we do it at all. And yet…”
— Libba Bray
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I lie here, in a dwell of memories and moments and start to wonder if its not love that’s blind; but ourselves. We might not be forever but forever is this moment right now, don’t ask any questions, don’t even ask how. just know that something this beautiful in a world so broken will surely meet again when our last days spoken.
xoxo, gossip girl
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Do you ever remember as a child being somewhere, daydreaming of what you wanted to be when you were older and suddenly, a decade on, you realise everything you ever thought of then, and all the little things you said no to so damn passionately about; sex, drugs, smoking, sex, drinking, sex, you had done, infact, you had become. That was me. Is me. I’m the opposite of image of my childhood to the...
I love to write until it hurts, write until you physically need to stop because your mind is in a place that doesn’t want to stop, write until you don’t even know where these words are coming from. There are no boundaries. Ever. There is no one telling you what you can or cannot write. There is no wrong or right, or up or down, there is simply it. Texts. Sentences. Words. Phrases....
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On cold nights like tonight, I sit here and my mind eats the silence. You’re the only thing I can think about; Everything you’ve ever said, running through my head. Every single moment spent with you; being reminisced. I truly do miss you more more than I’ve missed anything and anyone, ever. And then I start to wonder “what if”, what if that one night, nearly a year...
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I miss Como Jetty, I miss 3am maccas runs with Blake and Hunter, I miss being able to write, I miss having money, I miss Indy and Mia, I miss having my parents trust, I miss our phone calls till 5am, I miss good grades, I miss nights at Bullcreek primary, I miss days chilling in Nicks car with Gemma, I miss trekking to yours at 6am in the morning and falling asleep with you till 1pm, I miss...
I’m gonna live a million lives until I find my destiny, the person deep down I know I’ll forever wanna be. To see just me, at 3 A.M in the morning when the world has shut its eyes, look behind my cold eyes and know there are no lies, no cries, failed tries. When makeup will be my only mask of disguise, tattooed with sacrificial commitments of stages in my life; a victim of ink...
Love is the boarding of a boat and a putting to sea, It is a mile out in a yacht beyond the horizon in a rowing boat; Threading where the skies meet the seas on that barely discernible line
“I almost never tell people close to me that I love them because I’m afraid...”
Have you ever felt so incredibly guilty? So much so that the truth eats you up whole? I have, and yet, I can’t bring my self to tell the truth, I chose to keep it a secret out of my own selfishness.
Dear Karma,
Be nice, please?
